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Just Checking: Scenes from the life of an obsessive-compulsive Paperback – 1 Jun. 1999
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Emily Colas -- young, intelligent, well-educated wife and mother of two -- had a secret that was getting in the way of certain activities. Like touching people. Having a normal relationship with her husband. Socializing. Getting a job. Eating out. Like leaving the house. Soon there was no interval in her life when she was not
just checking
This raw, darkly comic series of astonishing vignettes is Emily Colas' achingly honest chronicle of her twisted journey through the obsessive-compulsive disorder that came to dominate her world. In the beginning it was germs and food. By the time she faced the fact that she was really "losing it," Colas had become a slave to her own "hobbies" -- from the daily hair cutting to incessant inspections of her children's clothing for bloodstains.
A shocking, hilarious, enormously appealing account of a young woman struggling to gain control of her life, this is Emily Colas' exposé of a soul tormented, but balanced by a buoyance of spirit and a piercing sense of humor that may be her saving grace.
- Print length178 pages
- LanguageEnglish
- Publication date1 Jun. 1999
- Dimensions13.97 x 1.27 x 21.59 cm
- ISBN-100671024388
- ISBN-13978-0671024383
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San Diego Union-Tribune Just Checking twitches with pain and pulses with insight....It's also so enjoyable, and so frequnetly laugh-out-loud hilarious, you'll feel guilty profiting from Colas' agony.
Dallas Morning News A wonderful little book....
Deseret News In the literature of mental illness, this one is destined to be a classic....Every worrier will recognize in Colas a true sister. Everyone who likes to laugh will be glad she was brave enough to tell this story on herself.
David Sedaris author of Naked Just Checking is, in turn, mysterious, agonizing, and terribly funny. Emily Colas writes with such skill and honesty that I can't help but wish she suffers a relapse. It's selfish, I know, but I want more.
Detroit News Intimate and revealing.
Booklist This anecdotal, first-person account of Colas' illness is highly readable and funny...One hopes that Colas will take up her pen again.
Kirkus Reviews A frank and funny first-person account of living with obsessive-compulsive disorder...With its unique patient's-eye view and perceptive honesty, a valuable contribution to the literature....
Martha Manning author of Undercurrents and Chasing Grace Everyone knows what it's like to worry. But for most people, it's not a twenty-four-hour occupation. Emily Colas draws readers into a world dominated by details -- a dangerous world in which kitchen utensils are instruments of deadly contamination, restaurant food is probably poisoned, and a tiny paper cut is potentially fatal. Through a series of vignettes she paints a compelling picture of a life dominated by compulsions and the worries that fuel them. If she'd left it there, Just Checking would be a valuable case study of a psychiatric illness. But Colas is a born storyteller, and a wickedly funny one at that. Just Checking is as hilarious as it is harrowing -- a combination that makes it an engaging and ultimately powerful book.
Java A terribly funny, sad, and deeply human account...Honesty is the key here, and it's Colas' ironic self-awareness that makes for such a refreshing read.
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Emily Colas -- young, intelligent, well-educated wife and mother of two -- had a secret that was getting in the way of certain activities. Like touching people. Having a normal relationship with her husband. Socializing. Getting a job. Eating out. Like leaving the house. Soon there was no interval in Colas' life when she was not
This raw, darkly comic series of astonishing vignettes is Emily Colas' achingly honest chronicle of her twisted journey through the obsessive-compulsive disorder that came to dominate her world. In the beginning it was germs and food. By the time she faced the fact that she was really "losing it", Colas had become a slave to her own "hobbies" -- from daily hair cutting to incessant inspections of her children's clothing for bloodstains.
A shocking, hilarious, and enormously appealing account of a young woman struggling to gain control of her life, this is Emily Colas' expose of a soul tormented, but balanced by a buoyance of spirit and a piercing sense of humor that may be her saving grace.
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- Publisher : Washington Square Press
- Publication date : 1 Jun. 1999
- Language : English
- Print length : 178 pages
- ISBN-10 : 0671024388
- ISBN-13 : 978-0671024383
- Item weight : 159 g
- Dimensions : 13.97 x 1.27 x 21.59 cm
- Best Sellers Rank: 1,255,552 in Books (See Top 100 in Books)
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- 1,952 in Living with Cancer & Illnesses Biographies
- 4,524 in Psychologist Biographies
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- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 24 November 2017As someone who has diagnosed OCD, Anxiety, Depression and a number of other conditions, this book is 100% relatable. From the very start to the end I was fully ingrossed by everything she had to say. I laughed, felt sad, empathetic and it's as if I was writing about myself and OCD. I honestly can't tell you how much I love her style of writing as I often struggle to read and get so into a book normally. The font and size is perfect for me as I have dyslexia and I normally struggle but it's completely fine no worries at all whilst reading. I felt disappointed that I had read it all so fast, I wanted to go back and re-read it all over again. Definitely recommend to a few of my friends.
- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 17 November 2015Perfectly obsessive, a story similar to my own and written as I would write mine! A wonderful insight into OCD & ALL that goes with it. Thank You for writing it Emily Colas! xoxo
- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 31 July 2016
5.0 out of 5 stars passing it onto friends and family so they can try and understand a little better
As someone with OCD this was hilarious and incredibly relatable, passing it onto friends and family so they can try and understand a little better
- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 17 March 2011'Just Checking' is a series of vignettes that are honest, startling, at times very funny yet also deeply emotional. Emily relates her journey through life, from incidents during childhood, to the present day - along her journey she has been accompanied by the symptoms of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. These symptoms and this disorder have shaped Emily's whole life and her personality.
It is apparant from the writing that Emily is an intelligent woman, she realises that her thoughts and actions are not normal, but she is tormented by them. At first she was convinced that she would be poisoned, these feelings grew and grew until her world became, to her, a very dangerous place. Emily is a witty woman, her writing is simple and easy to read and she is very self-aware. It is clear that Emily knows the effects of her OCD on her life, her children and her husband and tries her best to hide the outward signs from other people, but that becomes increasingly difficult for her. Nobody is referred to by their name, she talks about her husband, her friend, her daughter etc, almost as though she is separate from them. She talks about her childhood and I would wonder whether some of her father's behaviours had an impact on her own disorder.
This is a fascinating read, a real insight into living with OCD.
- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 29 December 2017perfect
- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 24 September 2016Brutally honest
- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 31 May 2016Not quite what i was expecting - very much anecdotal rather than a real day to day look into ocd
- Reviewed in the United Kingdom on 19 November 2001Girl, Interrupted has to be my most favourite book now. It is simply amazing. So deep and wonderful. You really connect to it. Buy it now...or else...you'll never know what greatness is inside it.
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- augustaReviewed in the United States on 26 February 2025
5.0 out of 5 stars Amazing read
Bought this book for a class and let me tell you, this author knows how to explain OCD in a way that is capturing and engaging. Her life stories are funny, touching, and full of wonder. I wish I could read this again for the first time!
- Candy CrushReviewed in the United States on 6 October 2023
5.0 out of 5 stars Bought for daughter n law
My daughter n law loves this
- NicoleReviewed in the United States on 6 December 2012
5.0 out of 5 stars Just Checking
I read this because I'm a psych student, but I think anyone could enjoy it. It's a good book, funny and kind of sad at the same time. The author had a serious disorder but has a good sense of humor about it, and her writing style in this book reflects that. It was interesting and fun to read.
- Jared MclelandReviewed in the United States on 11 November 2014
4.0 out of 5 stars Four Stars
Offers a great view into the life of an obsessive compulsive
- AROSANReviewed in the United States on 11 October 2015
5.0 out of 5 stars i highly enjoy this book
i highly enjoy this book. i think its hilarious. woman is super ocd and i dunno. maybe i shouldn't think its funny, but i highly enjoyed this book. it will surely keep you entertained. i highly recommend this book!